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It was only about 2 years ago that I guessed the meaning of the "hidden path" text in the CS GO load screen....

Competitive gaming, counter strike and men of war assault squad, intriguing workings...

Of late, I've been opportunistically taking on the Han triads (mr. Hand) far too readily... Which was not always as good as, for instance, my movie (scroll down here to see it) might make it seem...

 

For instance, could I be unwarily acting as Book's patsy? After all, not all Chinese are "bad"!

 

I guess my online persecution of Mr. Hand (or, of old, Mr. Book) had gone too far.

 

(The price you pay for cracking the P-I-E language and structure of the world order, then systematically taking on the online representatives of the power elites, such as comp. players named killbill, shoxiejesus, and sorosh... the great sh-power (Sheba) who in a recent game summoned into his side a greater power, the Rishi (Ra of the sh).

 

7 to 0, one more round needed for victory, when the rishi or someone pulls off what must be what they call the "Brahmastra", if you may...

 

So flashed, then, on my screen, an of late familiar message: no steam logon.

End of game... I have to disconnect... :(

 

Of late, however, things have become, ahem, darker... at least as far as it concerns the future of my competitive gaming, which doesn't have much scope going for it in this world, it would seem.

 

<Latest: Nah, I'm back to Steam>

 

So, beset these days by massive ping attacks (which my gameplay had adapted to, for example shotgun works well on high ping).. yet my victories went too far and now over the​ the top.

 

So why this censorship... bombing my Steam account, and emasculating my net connection?

I guess a less sinister reason than one might suppose...

Maybe, as I am an optimist... mr. Book and mr. Hand and the other strangers, and, well, even the machines and the lot...

 

Are enticing me into retirement from comp. gaming, maybe, like, calling me to step into the world that we seem to have, through our victories, so effortlessly conquered (but seem at least from one, esoteric or rather, only nonlinearly apparent angle).

 

To have befriended*, of all​ people, the Strangers...

 

Though with what is, i admit, a clumsy meta-Taurean bullheadedness, a pigheadedness that may even make Mr hand, book and co.. uncomfortable... inappropriately...

Maybe even see me as rude. Rudeness was never meant, and there is no cause for discomfort.

 

My friends: Deltadude, Judska of Israel, Tomisies of Finland, Zollner the young German mercenary from Israel who played Men of War, or for that matter that Turk whose game i couldn't connect to, or, of course, why not, all the beauties who crossed my path... indeed every human alive -- is verily my friend.

 

And, as for those who I defeat in comp. ...

 

Though i may have been harsh -- Mr. Hand, remember, I can help you work with Mr. Quick...

 

Editing now, 3 days after i wrote the rest of it above -- an ancient Steam Curse has been resurrected to strike me! The comp. matchmaking system coughs and disconnects me in nearly every game!

 

Combined with a generalized high ping of 500 - 600 ms. I just can't play. I hope it is not forever since I had outdone every other faction's representatives in competitive gaming...

 

And yet, none of what I did, was meant to cause harm or injury to anybody, least of all to Mr. Hand (the devil) himself, the elite whose deepest secret (apparently) only I know. Mr. Hand, I hold in very high respect, generally speaking. Mr. Quick, of course, is past compare. And what of Mr. Book, the omniscient master of books, ancient devourer of linear texts, whose wisdom is supreme among men, who, undisturbed by the disturbed shrink, shall pronounce the final judgment once all the sub-truths are revealed to his highness?

 

https://www.reddit.com/r/DotA2/comments/2niimi/getting_constant_disconnected_from_server_no/

 

This happens to the fewest of the few, in the context of what's written above, and this article that I wrote a while back might help you understand all this better.

 

UPDATE: And I'm back in the servers! The steam in Steam was likely released when I let my "foes" defeat me once or twice, then played in their side, to give victory to the Black Sun.